sound track to a headrush
great album, matches all my moods.
anyway
midterms again
i swear my life is nothing but exams and quizes...and for what? a future that i dont even look forward to? God.
i LOVE being a bitch, but i hate when people go around saying that i am one...kinda contradictory i know.
heres how it works. i like being a bitch and not feeling like i have to hold back and be polite to everyone especially people who piss me off (thats practically everyone except for about 12 people) but it makes me really depressed when i find out that people i dont know think that im a complete asshole
i dont know why i care...most days i dont, but forsome reason it really bothered me this week when duaa told me that everyone thinks i am being an unfair bitch to aicha...
maybe if aicha stopped being a dick i wouldnt have to be.
oh yeah, and everyone thinks that i am acting this way towards her because im still jelous of the fact that she won the elections and i didnt....as if i would care about something that lame for such a long period of time!
we played basketball today
i LOVE playing basketball when its with people im comfortable enough around to act myself.
in order to enjoythe game there are certain conditions
1. duaa and i must be on the same team(other wise i get waaaaaaaaaay to competitive and that might result in me biting her again)
2. i have to be on the team opposite nouran (she a good friend but my god what a ball hog. plus i enjoy the challenge)
3. i have to be on the same team as alia. the first and last time i wasnt i became very aware of how TALL she is. plus its just good for our friendship if we dont compete (believe me)
ofcourse just because i play basketball doesnt mean im good, i simply enjoy running around and screaming my head off at people ....ahhhh good good times
its 10 oclock i shoud go to bed.
i feel really restless though
what to do, what to do....
owwwww i just cracked my neck for the umpteenth time today
other than the usual worry about grades and my future i feel suprisingly okay
al7amdolellah
anyway
midterms again
i swear my life is nothing but exams and quizes...and for what? a future that i dont even look forward to? God.
i LOVE being a bitch, but i hate when people go around saying that i am one...kinda contradictory i know.
heres how it works. i like being a bitch and not feeling like i have to hold back and be polite to everyone especially people who piss me off (thats practically everyone except for about 12 people) but it makes me really depressed when i find out that people i dont know think that im a complete asshole
i dont know why i care...most days i dont, but forsome reason it really bothered me this week when duaa told me that everyone thinks i am being an unfair bitch to aicha...
maybe if aicha stopped being a dick i wouldnt have to be.
oh yeah, and everyone thinks that i am acting this way towards her because im still jelous of the fact that she won the elections and i didnt....as if i would care about something that lame for such a long period of time!
we played basketball today
i LOVE playing basketball when its with people im comfortable enough around to act myself.
in order to enjoythe game there are certain conditions
1. duaa and i must be on the same team(other wise i get waaaaaaaaaay to competitive and that might result in me biting her again)
2. i have to be on the team opposite nouran (she a good friend but my god what a ball hog. plus i enjoy the challenge)
3. i have to be on the same team as alia. the first and last time i wasnt i became very aware of how TALL she is. plus its just good for our friendship if we dont compete (believe me)
ofcourse just because i play basketball doesnt mean im good, i simply enjoy running around and screaming my head off at people ....ahhhh good good times
its 10 oclock i shoud go to bed.
i feel really restless though
what to do, what to do....
owwwww i just cracked my neck for the umpteenth time today
other than the usual worry about grades and my future i feel suprisingly okay
al7amdolellah
posted by Asabi3 at 9:49 PM
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